we spent the night at muz & eju's last night in preparation for the sun motor hunt. Wanted to post something last night but was too tired and needed to sleep early for an early start today. So, since we are now waiting for the flag off, mebbe i should post what was on my mind last night..
Well, i can't help recalling the time when i was (probably) the biggest 'fan' of
the one... I think all my pals are well-aware that it was
moi who came across
the one's blog first and it was
moi who became a secret admirer, 'stalking' him by reading and clicking on his blog every day. I'd read what he writes religiously, always wishing that i'd bump into him (or rather,
him bump into
me) and imagined if i was actually there with him, in his life..
There was one post where during his low days then, and spending the night in muz & eju's before their hunt, wrote about how sad he felt about his life, without sounding pathetic. I reached out to him then, without him knowing... well, my heart reached out silently and wished i was there with him. The only reason i kept silent was because not only was he a perfect stranger, i was also unsure of what could be achieved anyway.
The fact that
the one finally found his way to me must be the most amazing thing that could be documented in my life. Now that i'm actually really with him made me think of those days of reaching out to him... even when he was totally oblivious of my existence.
Now, I've got what i wanted and i am where i had wished for.
I'm sorry baby, if i made you think of those grey days but i just couldn't help feeling grateful for the turn of events in my life. Having you is one gift i would always be grateful for and i never would have asked for more. The feeling's just wonderful, i must say.
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